I knew it had been a while since I posted anything on my blog, but I had no idea it had been four months! I guess it was around that time that I was saying to myself, “Just write once a week, regularly, no matter what.” What did I do instead? Just quit altogether. I can’t help but wonder what that is all about. It probably has something to do with the fact that I don’t like anyone telling me that I HAVE to do something at any particular time – even myself!

And, that statement could lead down a whole different path. I could explore why I would have such an adolescent reaction. I could question where such stubbornness originates. Or, I could ignore it and pretend everything is as it should be. That is a whole lot easier.

So, the content of this post is not great. But, I’m writing. I’m writing so that I will write. I feel certain that writing is a part of my calling. I don’t know what it means or where it will take me, but I know God calls me to write. Another question arises from that – why do I fight the things that God wants for me? Does everyone do this? Is it that stubborn nature again? Does it have to do with a lack of trust in God? In me?

Okay, that was more than one question. That is all I have tonight – questions. But at least I’m writing.